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I know that many of you are not sure if what you are seeing is real with my name change. IT IS. I will start by saying that about 3 years ago I was invited to CHURCH by a friend. I went and accepted JESUS CHRIST into MY HEART as MY LORD and SAVIOUR. For the past 3 years I have been very conflicted when it came to this job and me growing SPIRITUALLY with GOD.
I will first start by introducing the Real me. My name is Christa and I am a BELIEVER IN JESUS CHRIST. I am a 37 year old single mom of 2. Now I will tell you MY TESTIMONY. I grew up in a home where there was sever abuse. At a early age the enemy started to plant things in my mind like, (I will never be abused again, no man will ever hurt me again, I will never want for anything)Well as I grew older at the age of 18 I got a Job as a Bartender. One night I was a fill in Stripper, because one night of the week the bar would have strippers come in and they were short one. I will never forget the shame I felt while dancing around in my thongs and Pasties. I ended up pregnant with my first one. Once I had her I had to survive, and my way of doing so was by going to a strip club. One night while at the club a girl approached me and asked me would I drive for her, and she would pay me $50. I did I would see her coming out with tons of money and me with 50. I asked her what she was doing while in there, and she said dancing. I wanted to make what she was so being young and naive I called her boss. The boss told me she would send me to one of her regulars to see if I had what it took. Once getting to that regular I quickly knew this was a Escort service. I also quickly started thinking of ways I could please him without having intercourse. I did find a way. I had made the cut and was now a Escort full time. The money was great, and by this time I had 2 little ones to take care of alone. The thing is I began to become more and more disgusted with men. Well I met a man, and thought he was my ticket out of the sex industry. I fell in love, but what I did not know is he was also my ticket into a life of drugs,being cheated on, physical abuse, and much more. After five years I ended the relationship which put me back in The Sex Industry. During this time I started learning more about the darker side of the industry BDSM. My life was also spiraling so much out of control that I made many mistakes, and finally hit rock bottom. I was in Jail, lost my 2 kids for a short time, and everything I owned. While in Jail I started to get to know God. I always knew he was there, but had never taken the time to truly get to know him. Once out of Jail I had nothing but the clothes on my back. I had no relationship with any of my family, because due to the abuse and the lies the enemy had told me all my life I had turned into a very vial person and my family had issues of their own. I did go knocking on one of my family members door begging and pleading for a place to stay. They agreed, but I had a very short time frame to get a Job and get my own place. So I found a add in the paper saying a phone job with great money. Well that job was a phone sex call center. So once again back in the SEX INDUSTRY I was. There is where I began to get deeper into the dark side of it BDSM. I also found out I could make more money doing it from home and real time. So that is what I did. Once again the enemy was telling me,You are safe now no man can touch you, it is your turn to belittle them, you have the Power now. I truly had started to have a deep hatred in me towards men. I was now making great money, had my little ones back, I was in control so I thought, but I was not happy. So here is where things began to change for ME.
Like I said I was invited to Church and got SAVED. I started digging in the word being THE BIBLE. I had such a hunger for GOD. It then started to get harder and harder to continue with this Job the more I grew SPIRITUALLY. I was so conflicted. Here I was going to CHURCH on a regular basis, VOLUNTEERING on a regular basis, but keeping this BIG DARK SECRET. Once again the enemy was telling me it is o.k. GOD knows your heart,surely he wants me to have another job before I give this one up, that God understands. You see those were lies. By keeping this Job I was for one keeping a BIG DOOR OPEN for the enemy to come into my life. I also was not getting all GOD has for me, because I was not TRUSTING GOD TO PROVIDE FOR ME. I learned that when we are SAVED THE HOLY SPIRIT comes TO LIVE IN US, but how much was I giving to THE HOLY SPIRIT. I LOVE GOD, but until I could understand how much GOD LOVES ME I was not able to TRULY TRUST GOD and PUT MY FAITH to work and know that THESE PHONES ARE NOT MY PROVIDER GOD IS. This is the BIGGEST STEP OF FAITH I HAVE TAKEN THUS FAR. I say that because I have NO OTHER JOB LINED UP, BUT I KNOW THAT GOD WILL PROVIDE FOR ME AND MY FAMILY. I had given up many things, but I needed to GIVE GOD MY HEART.
I am not here to condemn anybody. I was placed here to shine in order that those who do not know light may witness light and be drawn to the light. I notice how Christians tend to lash out at non-christians. They hit them on their heads with the bible and condemn them of their sins. In the BIBLE it says In JOHN 12:46 "I have come as a light into the world, that whoever believes in Me should not abide in darkness" in my personal translation, says let your light, which is Jesus in you, shine through that others will see the light and come to know the light and darkness in their lives will automatically be gone.
I will have my line on as long as they let me. If you are conflicted, this has touched you, or you just need someone to talk to about what you have read. I am here for you to call. GOD LOVES YOU, I LOVE YOU, I WILL MISS ALL OF YOU. MY PRAYER FOR YOU IS YOU WILL ONE DAY KNOW HOW MUCH GOD LOVES YOU. Also come to know the GRACE of GOD. Grace is the Power Of The Holy Spirit coming to us freely to enable us to do with ease what we thought was impossible. GOD BLESS YOU ALL.
Romans 12:2 (Amplified Bible) 2Do not be conformed to this world (this age), [fashioned after and adapted to its external, superficial customs], but be transformed (changed) by the [entire] renewal of your mind [by its new ideals and its new attitude], so that you may prove [for yourselves] what is the good and acceptable and perfect will of God, even the thing which is good and acceptable and perfect [in His sight for you]. Also there is a REAL enemy out there THE BIBLE SAYS John 10:10 (Amplified Bible) 10The thief comes only in order to steal and kill and destroy. I came that they may have and enjoy life, and have it in abundance (to the full, till it [a]overflows).
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