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I’m Grace. I’m 25 and live just north of the Finger Lakes in upstate New York.

While trying to figure out what to write about myself in this profile, I began thinking about who I was, what I stood for and what I was about. It proved to be an interesting thought experiment to say the least. I finally decided that I’d describe myself as the girl-next-door with a dark side.

It’s probably a contradictory label, as girls-next-door are bright and sunny and happy and having a dark side is generally interpreted as the exact opposite of that. I didn’t exactly mean that with the ‘dark side’ designation though. I meant that, at times, I have very selfish, hedonistic and carnal desires that would seemingly blow the normal girl-next-door characterization out of the water. I chose not to spend too much time worrying about this contradiction though because I think that’s one of the unavoidable flaws of attempting to summarize yourself in seven words.

I am extremely interested in autonomous living. There is a real sense of satisfaction that I derive from growing my own food and carving out my own space in the world. It’s definitely more edgy and punk than being a hippie. It’s about being true to yourself. That sense of accomplishment is something that I just didn’t get when I go to the grocery store to buy vegetables

I’ve been living like this for six years now, on a little ranch here. The property has grass and horses and pine trees and lots of shady little spots to explore. It will flood at times and that’s just part of the deal of living here. I’ll leave until the water has subsided and then come back. My living space is on the second story of a barn filled with hay and tractors. It’s basically like Rick Dalton’s place in Roadhouse. The original. Not the terrible remake.

Sex is very important to me. I enjoy having sex and it means a lot to me. It makes me feel incredibly powerful to explore myself in all of these different ways with many different people. Whether I am feeling like a goddess who is being worshipped, trying something with multiple people or being totally humiliated, they are unique experiences that should be enjoyed.

I love feeling new things both in and out of the bedroom and, in a weird way, actively work to seek out previously unfelt emotions and sensations. Sometimes these things are wonderful for the right reasons, like when I have threesomes, and sometimes these things are wonderful because they’ve brought new experiences to my life that I won’t be seeking out again, like when I tried to cut out sugar… an experiment that lasted all of a week before I ended up eating an entire birthday cake in a bakery.

So, yeah, girl-next-door with a dark side.