As much as you want to be my lover....you can't. It just does not seem to be in the cards for you. However, you can still find some way to be close to me....
Embrace a role that you have been subconsciously seeking out. A role that you were made for. The role of a true cuckold.
you will help prepare me for my lovers. Whether that means drawing my baths and maybe even oiling me up after, taking me shopping for the right sexy ensembles to drive him/her wild, setting the ambiance in my room and making reservations for dinner, etc.
Throughout all your tasks you must always remember that pleasure is only for me, not you. That shouldn't be too much of a problem anyway.... your chastity cage will always be there to remind you.