`~When my 18th birthday arrived I began exploring my sexuality in public platforms. I started as a nude model but found I had an interest in BDSM. Over the past seven years I met many kinksters and proverts who guided me to become the woman I am today. I have worked as a Pro Dominatrix in a Chicago dungeon; I've traveled to numerous erotica trade shows representing clips4sale; I've also stared in and produced my own kinky videos. `~Most importantly I've had my own experience of self through play as a top and bottom. At times I have brought other people into this space or entered one of their own; these are blooming moments and these instances are filled with potential that succeeds any orgasm. I am in my power as a sadomasochist. While I love to embrace fantasies I am always looking for realness. I am looking for authenticity.