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i look like a normal woman in control of my life. i run my own business. i take care of my home. i tip the delivery guy well. see me park my car in my suburban neighborhood and you'll think i'm as vanilla anyone else. but like most good girls, i have kinky things in my head that would shock the neighbors.

i yearn for someone whose control is greater than mine - who understands a power exchange and wants to see me tremble. guessed my biggest secret? i'm a closet submissive. my ex took me from vanilla and innocent to whimpering submissive slut - and kept me there for 3 years while i indulged his every desire. he left me with an addiction i can't overcome no matter how hard i try to ignore it.

this doesn't mean i'm not a nice girl!! i just have a streak of naughty too. these days, i'm with a really nice guy who adores me, supports me and cooks me eggs benedict. i love him ...but i've always known that we weren't sexually compatible. the first time i asked him to pull my hair, he looked at me like i was crazy. he caught me checking out a flogger while we were shopping for a bachelor party gift and said "don't worry babe - i'm not a freak or anything." and when one of his friends at a party joked about anal sex, he said "gross". no kidding. so anal sex is a pleasure i've not had recently either.

so i live vanilla, but my ideal world is a lovely little life like this with a dark and twisted underbelly behind the scenes. i dream about submission, slavery, kink, bdsm, bondage, being chained down and humiliated.

i won't cheat in real time, in real life - but here i am. asking you to give me what i've been craving for years... the opportunity to indulge YOUR unapologetic whims. i miss obedient servitude. whether i cum screaming helplessly or don't cum at all... i'm not happy unless i'm begging nicely for my orgasm.

things i've enjoyed in the past: spankings, floggings, tease/denial, roleplay (LOVE being the seduced librarian, the intimidated stripper, the co-ed who REALLY needs that "A"), anal play, BONDAGE, rope, chains (my preference for the sound & weight), whips, canes, riding crops, ball gags, facefucking, collars, tied to a cross, bondage horse, etc, etc. don't be shy. if i can put this stuff out there, so can you!

things i haven't done but really wish i had when i had the chance: vietnamese basket/swing, chastity belt, cage, medical fetish (legs in the stirrups or those cool looking dental contraptions that hold my mouth open wide). my ex and i did just a little erotic hypnosis, and i've been very interested in repeating the experience. if you can get under my skin, you can definitely get into my panties.

WARNING: my boyfriend usually works from home!! if you want to talk to me on those days, i HAVE to be quiet.