Phone Sex

Hi, all! I’m Audrey! I’m a Seattle native. A passionate, spontaneous, romantic, slightly goofy, 33-year old, Seattle native.

This has not always been the case. Only in the last year or so have I begun to understand how important my own thoughts and desires are. Prior to that, I had always been something of a more vanilla personality, both in and out of the bedroom. At first, I rationalized this as ‘doing what I should’. I studied hard, went to college and studied behavioral science. In my mid-20s, I did this because I didn’t want to disappoint anyone. I completely overlooked the fact that, while doing this, I was ultimately disappointing myself.

It’s funny, I always used to joke that I sometimes wanted to think with my vagina. I’d be around a guy I liked and would want to kiss him or invite him back to my place, I’d feel tingling and super excited at the prospect, but I would talk myself out of it. My own brain was essentially cock-blocking me! I used to fantasize about how other women could bring a guy home and just fuck him. I was raised to believe in ‘true love’ and for the longest time didn’t understand how important sex was.

The first time I acted on my desires was late last year. I was on a third date with a guy and really wanted to have sex with him. I told him that. It was extremely out of character for me and it felt so exciting. We were driving at the time and I decided to just say it. We weren’t near either of our houses or any hotels that we knew of, so we ended up going to a very secluded street. My heart was beating so hard, I could hear my blood pumping in my ears! We almost immediately got into it and it turned out that we were doing it right in front of a church! I hadn’t even noticed when we started. At that point, I was so into it, I told him to just keep going. It was glorious.

I have embraced my newfound sense of spontaneity and been enjoying this unique feeling of freedom that I’ve had. It’s making me feel stronger, sexier and more feminine than ever before. I’ve been focusing more on the little things—a guy who puts his phone away on a date, kisses my forehead or asks whether he should push harder in one spot with his tongue or not—and enjoying more things on a day-to-day level…. Like this.

I have no idea what to expect here, but I’m genuinely looking forward to finding out what new craziness and fun we can experience together!