nothing's more intimate than a real power exchange. my ex took me from vanilla and innocent to whimpering submissive slut - and kept me there for 3 years while i indulged his every desire. he left me with an addiction i can't overcome - no matter how hard i try to ignore it.
several boyfriends later, i'm with a wonderful man who adores me, supports me, and cooks me eggs benedict. i love him ...but i've always known that we weren't sexually compatible. the first time i asked him to pull my hair, he looked at me like i was crazy. he caught me checking out a flogger while we were shopping for a bachelor party gift and said "don't worry babe - i'm not a freak or anything." and when one of his friends at a party joked about anal sex, he said "gross". no kidding. where do i begin??
so i live vanilla and park my car on a sunny suburban street, but i was born to be a bottom, spawned to be a slave, and hatched to be a whore. there's nothing like being pinned down, tied up, and treated like an anonymous hole for the fucking.
i won't cheat in real life, in real time, but here i am - asking you to give me what i've been craving for years... the opportunity to indulge YOUR unapologetic whims. i miss obedient servitude. whether i cum screaming helplessly or don't cum at all... i want to be used - i need it - and i'm not happy unless i'm begging nicely for my orgasm.
things i've enjoyed in the past: spankings, floggings, tease/denial, roleplay (LOVE being the seduced librarian, the intimidated stripper, the co-ed who REALLY needs that "A"), anal play, BONDAGE, rope, chains (my preference for the sound & weight), whips, canes, riding crops, ball gags, collars, tied to a cross, bondage horse, etc, etc. don't be shy! if i can put this stuff out there, so can you!
things i haven't done but really wish i had when i had the chance: vietnamese basket/swing, chastity belt, cage, medical fetish (legs in the stirrups or those cool looking dental contraptions that hold my mouth open wide). i have very limited experience with erotic hypnosis, brainwashing, mind control - but i LOVE the idea of someone getting under my skin. if you can get into my head, you can get into my panties. ;)
WARNING: my boyfriend usually works from home!! if you want to talk to me on those days, i HAVE to be quiet. please bear with me!